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I hate myself
Thursday, April 15, 2010
I hate myself for being so fat due to medication, simply cannot control the food I intake. I am born ugly. Everytime when I see pretty girls, I would envy.Whenever I am overwhelmed by work or by my own personal life journey, I would start to have suicidal thoughts. I have thought of slashing my wrists or have thought of dropping down from the building. I felt that committing suicide is the only solution to my problems. My problems are don't have to work, don't have to think how to please others and etc.... I hate getting myself admitted in the ward. As IMH doctors are idiots and treat us like a guniea pig. I hate each time I get myself warded and I hate my friend who bring me to IMH to get warded. I felt that my life is gone just because of this stupid illness that drives me mad. |
Goodbye.
Clarice
Jim
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Zhi De
Rishi
Valerie
Yew Hua
Qiaowei
Jauhari
Benny |