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About my Illness
Thursday, April 15, 2010
I am suffering from Bipolar disorder for the past 10 years since I am 16 years old. When I had my 1st relapse, doctor diagnose me with depression. Subsequently relapse doctor diagnose me with Bipolar Disorders. Have been in and out of hospital due to cannot cope with stress and life challenges. I hated to have this illness, have to suffer so much in life. Have to tell alot of lies just to please others. I hate it alot. I don't like counselling. Because counselling doesn't help me much and it is a waste of time and money. Psychiatrist in IMH are only good in earning our money but never really help to cure us. And I hate taking I can no longer be the normal girl which I wish to be. Friends look down on me and they ran away from me when I told them that I had a mental condition.The first time when I had this illness, my parents don't understand me at all. They thought that I am just putting on an act. Only after 10 years they come to term on my illness. For the last previous years I suffered alot alone and in silence. Who would understand the pain that I am going through. I am a complete Failure. Cannot succeed in whatever I need to do. |
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